on her note the next chapter

I know this is hard ...

how to declare it??
I really do not know what to do ...
sometime so confuse..

because I don't want to make any wrong or cracks
but it's a consequence ..
OK,. I'll be honest ...
and I'm sorry

for your hoping.,.
that's true .. of the sun is you ..

now there's nothing that will interfere with your
I would not hoping much ..

*****

I knew it that it might not be .... but only 1 of I want from you ... still be friends, my friends and brothers .... eventhough I know you ....

^_I'm just a little girl wanna be..._^